[#] Final Fantasy IV [Rosa] (3)
[#] Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children (3)
[#] Final Fantasy VIII [Rinoa] (3)
[#] Final Fantasy X-2 (4)
[#] Final Fantasy XII [Vaan] (7)
[#] Final Fantasy Agito XIII(6)
[#] Final Fantasy XIII (5)
[#] Final Fantasy Versus XIII (9)
[#] Kingdom Hearts [Riku] (7)
[#] Magna Carta (3)
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[#] Final Fantasy IV [Rosa] (3)
[#] Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children (3)
[#] Final Fantasy VIII [Rinoa] (3)
[#] Final Fantasy X-2 (4)
[#] Final Fantasy XII [Vaan] (7)
[#] Final Fantasy Agito XIII(6)
[#] Final Fantasy XIII (5)
[#] Final Fantasy Versus XIII (9)
[#] Kingdom Hearts [Riku] (7)

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I'm knee deep in my brain.

I miss New York City.

I'm ready for new beginnings

And old secrets.

I could keep this one,

and maybe you could keep your hand on the small of my back.

Just for a little longer.

I don't think they made you laugh like I did.

I'm the easiest and hardest to please.

But you said you liked the challenge.

I know we're never over with our "accidents"

No harm, no foul.

I'm strong as hell, weak in the knees.

I'm ready for the fall.

Done with summer and it's blistering heat and barely clothed, barely legal girls.

Yeah, that's right, I said it. I went there.

So, I figured out my problem.

I lead a very routine, structured life.

That's right.

Everything has to be just so.

Well, once in a great while, this gets to me. I start getting restless. Next thing you know, I'll do something completely out of character.

Then back to normal again.

Except, it's not always that easy to go back.

And given my compassionate nature, I prolong things way longer than I should. And that creates all sorts of nasty situations.

I was reading my friends page earlier and I realized it's been a couple of weeks since I posted anything on here. I suppose a lot of that has to do with the fact my weekdays are filled with an inconsistent, miserable work schedule and the weekends of summer are hectic filled with a never-ending list of outings and catching up on chores.

Also, I'm pretty happy with where I am right now. Other than night shifts being a natural downer for me. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world most days, though I'm terrified sometimes to say it hoping that words of happiness coming from my mouth are not just me calling a recurring curse upon myself. It seems different this time, but with my life story always lurking in the corners of my brain, who can really be sure. I hope that it is. I feel like I deserve this. I know it's not right to feel a sense of entitlement about things. Life doesn't owe anyone anything, not really, I know that. But it's hard to not feel like I should reap some reward for persevering through everything that I have and trying to be as good as I can to others. Or at least managing to still care about people through all of it. Again, I know this is probably a silly way to feel, but maybe if I just want it bad enough to be true then it will be. Maybe I am making this fulfill my dreams and maybe that is just good enough as long as I am happy. That's all I've ever really wanted. Stability and happiness. Seems simple enough. Maybe I can actually hold on to it this time. I am going to try my hardest, even harder than I already am. I am going to be myself for once, I am going to be happy with being myself (if I can) and I am going to be the best that I can be. That's all I can do really, but maybe it's just the right time now.

In other news I am considering going to school again. As much as I feel the things I would go for might be a complete waste of time, I think I'd feel better doing something for myself. And why not give myself an out of the soul sucking industry that I'm in, even if I will be making the same amount of money. We'll see, still just bouncing the thought around right now. However I have to get on it soon, I have a schedule I'd like things to happen in, and I hope that they do.

My work schedule being all over the place has really decreased my trips to the gym, I am just so tired all the time and have no real schedule. Right now it's either nap, go to gym, then work. Or clean clean clean be exhausted and go to work. Or say I'm going to the gym but fall asleep. BAH

Oh well we'll see soon enough

much love everyone

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i almost forgot about this.

nothing has changed.

☆ FINAL FANTASY VIII
→ Rinoa [x29]
→ Angelo [x1]
→ Quistis [x2]
→ Squall [x2]
→ Zell [x2]
→ Fuujin [x1]

☆ FINAL FANTASY X/X-2
→ Yuna&Tidus [x5]
→ Yuna [x3]
→ Lulu [x4]

☆ DEAD FANTASY
→ Yuna [x3]
→ TIfa [x1]
→ Tifa&Rinoa [x1]
→ Rinoa [x4]
→ Rikku&Ayane [x1]
→ Rikku [x1]
→ Kasumi [x1]
→ Kairi [x1]
→ Hitomi [x1]
→ Group [x2]
→ Ayane&Kasumi [x3]
→ Ayane&Hitomi [x1]
→ Ayane [x2]

☆ AOI NANASE
→ Report of Nature Spirits [x12]
→ Angel/Dust [x1]
→ Misc [x4]

☆ CELEB
→ Amy Acker [x6]

☆ MISCELLANEOUS
→ D.Gray-Man [x2]
→ Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito [x6]
→ Tekken [x6]
→ Pokemon [x9]
→ Kingdom Hearts [x1]
→ Final Fantasy Misc [x2]

TOTAL~ 120

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( hello is the new goodbye. )

☆ FINAL FANTASY VIII
→ Rinoa [x29]
→ Angelo [x1]
→ Quistis [x2]
→ Squall [x2]
→ Zell [x2]
→ Fuujin [x1]

☆ FINAL FANTASY X/X-2
→ Yuna&Tidus [x5]
→ Yuna [x3]
→ Lulu [x4]

☆ DEAD FANTASY
→ Yuna [x3]
→ TIfa [x1]
→ Tifa&Rinoa [x1]
→ Rinoa [x4]
→ Rikku&Ayane [x1]
→ Rikku [x1]
→ Kasumi [x1]
→ Kairi [x1]
→ Hitomi [x1]
→ Group [x2]
→ Ayane&Kasumi [x3]
→ Ayane&Hitomi [x1]
→ Ayane [x2]

☆ AOI NANASE
→ Report of Nature Spirits [x12]
→ Angel/Dust [x1]
→ Misc [x4]

☆ CELEB
→ Amy Acker [x6]

☆ MISCELLANEOUS
→ D.Gray-Man [x2]
→ Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito [x6]
→ Tekken [x6]
→ Pokemon [x9]
→ Kingdom Hearts [x1]
→ Final Fantasy Misc [x2]

TOTAL~ 120

TEASERS


x-posted to many places, sorry!
( hello is the new goodbye. )

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[18-26] Kingdom Hearts I & II
[27-53] Nintendo (Bowser, Peach, Yoshi, Mario, Link and Kirby)
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[62-79] Phantom of the Opera
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I've been listening to The Used a lot. Some of lyrics of certain songs remind me of Jessica. I'm still trying to find my own words to say how I feel, so right now, I'll use a bunch of theirs, from a bunch of different songs. I hope that, for right now, it's okay.

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